SPRING RETURNING
A certain magic occurs when copper turns green, like fall eventually becoming spring. Although, when spring arrives, the oak pollen turns in the opposite direction. Buds of chartreuse possibility emerge, become soft yellow feathers fluttering in the breeze, descend and coat the earth in brown mustard dust. The oak leafrollers are returning, too, a different shade of neon hanging from invisible silk strands swaying against the blue March sky. They are a nuisance, dangling in pathways, getting caught in my hair, wrapping me in sticky webs as I go about my day. It’s as if they know I am searching for my own kind of turning. They are a nuisance, and I love them for it. Everything is green, and I am draped in silk. Would that I were light enough to float on the wind and undulate with the worms. I suppose I will settle for a different kind of softness, one in which I wrap my arms around the ones I love, where I offer the kind of cocoon I cannot give myself.

WEEKEND POTPOURRI:
Currently on repeat:
A(nother) poem:
IN PERPETUAL SPRING
By Amy Gerstler
Gardens are also good places to sulk. You pass beds of spiky voodoo lilies and trip over the roots of a sweet gum tree, in search of medieval plants whose leaves, when they drop off turn into birds if they fall on land, and colored carp if they plop into water. Suddenly the archetypal human desire for peace with every other species wells up in you. The lion and the lamb cuddling up. The snake and the snail, kissing. Even the prick of the thistle, queen of the weeds, revives your secret belief in perpetual spring, your faith that for every hurt there is a leaf to cure it.
the love you take is equal to the love you make as they say. thanks for sharing. I think you do take care of yourself by being a service to others. I also like the humor in the line you described yourself as being draped in silk.
coincidentally, I've been listening to Highway Patrolman a ton recently! I guess it's obvious, but what a storyteller that dude is.